Post-Traumatic

He looked at me. “I love you. Why is it so hard for you to believe that I’m really into you?!” I can sense frustration in his voice. I mustered all the energy I have left that night. I got to tell him. “Because it’s the easiest to say if I’m the only one you…

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He took away my bestfriend.. . . . The day I lost him, I also lost my bestfriend…

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Setting my standards so high, that even I, can’t reach them…

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The struggle of being a deep thinker and a broad-minded person is the fact that you know what really is going on.. Lots of people are wandering in their own fantasy world. Lots of people live with ignorance flowing in them. And there you are.. Miserable. Depressed. Anxious. Empty. Because you see and feel what…

They’ll Soon Find Out

“Look at all these young people.. They’re in so much of a hurry to fall in love.” . . “I know.. This sight is hilarious. I can’t help but laugh. They’ll soon find out.” —anastasia061692

Tell Me

We were moralized by the system. The way we behave, our beliefs, every action and every word revolve around the system. We obey the law, because defying it will make us criminals. We follow what they tell us because that’s what we’ve been programmed to do since the day we were born. But what if…

Despise Me

“Why do you go to church?” “Why do you read the Bible?” “Because that’s what I was told to do.” —anastasia061692

Dig Deep

They only teach you what they want you to know. And you will live your whole life believing what you were told. Only when you decide to leave the surface and dig deep, that you will finally grasp real knowledge and education. Ignorance is poisonous..” —anastasia061692

Otaku Therapist on duty

So I just brought my otaku self in an online therapy site. LOL. 😀 This member requested a convo with me last night, just so he can tell me his joke. Yes. Just to tell a joke…… in an online therapy website. Eager to lend ears to those people seeking help, then someone will suddenly…

Obsessed (just another excerpt)

I lived each day with constant anxiety, an over-thinking mind and a broken heart. I shed hundreds, if not thousands of tears. Then that day came… I decided to pick myself up. Start anew. And never let myself drown in misery. I let all the negative emotions go… But what happened next wasn’t something I…

Solitude (Entry 041119)

You know that feeling when you have a lot of things in mind.. When you have a lot of stuff to talk about but you have nobody to talk to? It’s true.. No matter how crowded your surroundings are, no matter how many people you spend time with every single day, if your minds don’t…

Obsessed (excerpt)

Once you got used to live with a certain emotion, no matter what it is, you’ll come looking for it when it’s gone. Emotions, both positive and negative, glee and despair, just like drugs and alcohol, are also addictive. –Anastasia0692 https://www.facebook.com/anastasia061692